Nope. These are not going to be a trend. I faithfully swear not to start every blog entry with “My name is liz and…”
That might get annoying.
Its the truth, I’m annoyed already.
I have one week alone before I have to go back to my last semester of college. I have not yet been thrown out of Bible College (which is encouraging) and I’m not trying to get thrown out this semester. That would just be sad.
After my last semester of college I have no idea what I want to do with my life. At first I wanted to go to law school, but I’m really not feeling law school next year. I thought I wanted to work as a professional stagehand but I don’t know if thats for me either.
I’m graduating college a year early, ’09 instead of ’10 and I realized that I don’t really know what I want as far as a career. Maybe that means its not time to have one yet.
I love to write, hence my current obsession with blogging, and I like when people enjoy what I write, even if its clever papers for class. I think I’d like to do something fun for a change. I’m not complaining, but I’ve worked three jobs since I started college and I’d like to be able to have fun, even as a college graduate who is supposed to be a responsible person. College has been a real downer in between the rules (there is a giant book of Bible College Rules that you must follow or die) and being an RA who enforces those rules for other people. Also, working as a stagehand, though it is the most rewarding thing I’ve ever done makes it nearly impossible to have a normal life.
…or as close to a normal life as I can have.
I don’t know, this stuff just occupies my thoughts for most of the day and I try to reason them out…and then something else happens that makes me start thinking on another path. Lack of Focus? It could be.